at sixty-seven years old,
i trust she knows what she means
when she says,
"Enjoy him now,
enjoy every moment with that beautiful man,
you must enjoy every day,
you must enjoy everything, all the time."
and i feel like letting go
of the thoughts that bring me down
and i feel like becoming
a hot air balloon of laughter and colour and everything the world has never known.
every moment will be my treasure.